35. Thinking about you

-I.. They start at the same time when reaching parking lot. 

- You first, Venla say. 

- No, you first. 

- I'm sorry I snapped like that, Venla says. – I understand you were trying to protect me. I just didn't like the way you did it. They walk towards their stairway. 

– I don't want you to get hurt, Ilari replies. – Koivu is a good guy, but he's unpredictable when drunk. And I know what pressure coming back is. Venla stops at her door. 

– I should say thank you, but I'm still mad at you. 

- I'll live, Ilari smirks. He puts his arms around her waist again and now it isn’t for a show. – Venla, I care about you. 

– I care about you too, Venla says and hugs him. -Don't just use me like that again. 

- Anyway, I'm glad you chose me. They stand there some time, holding each other. – I better get Lucky, Ilari says reluctantly. Venla nods and they look into each others eyes and Ilari leans in. For a moment Venla thinks Ilari is about to kiss her, but then he breaks the spell. – Good night, he places a small kiss to Venla's hair and leaves Venla feeling confused – and disappointed.

It was so close. Ilari didn't like that his brother was so keen to seduce Venla. Iiro never stayed a long time with one girl. He never promised anything so he technically didn't break any promises. Still. Venla didn't deserve any games. That would be too harsh. 

Ilari found out he was keeping an eye on them during this evening. Something about little brother's behaviour was off. Iiro didn't put up that show of his this time, was just his normal self and it made Ilari more suspicious. 

Then Koivu tried his luck and ugh, Venla hit the mark a bit too close. Ilari didn't think, he just acted out of -wait what?! - jealousy. He just couldn't stand the idea of Venla leaving with him or Koivu touching her. When Venla took his hand, Ilari felt overwhelmed. Victorious. Uh. This is really getting under his skin. Ilari wanted to kiss her. Really claim her to his own and had to fight himself not to. Focus, man. You need to reply to Virpi's message. Focus on what matters.

 

But Ilari can't help thinking about Venla.