Ilari looks after Venla and his chest is about to burst. She is talking with Tessa, carrying toddler towards kitchen to get some snack after their long drive. Venla is so natural with kids.
It really makes him think. How would it feel to see her going there with child of their own? Thought of it makes his head buzz like beehive.
- How did you make her fall asleep? Tanja sits by the bed. Venla chuckles softly.
- She was so tired already. We came to see my teddy bear and I told how it used to be my favourite sleeping buddy. It didn't need much more. Venla looks fondly at the sleeping child, then raises her eyes to meet Tanja's. - How do you feel? This time?
- Been throwing up my guts, Tanja shakes her head. - Totally different than with Tessa. Antti is exstatic, keeps planning all sorts of things and reading books about it. I just want all nausea to stop.
- I hope his enthusiasm isn't too contagious, Venla sighs. How Ilari watched her with Tessa wasn't left unnoticed.
- Uh oh. I sense trouble coming, Tanja says.
- Everything happens so fast. Too fast, Venla says quietly. - We have dated less than a year and we already live together. I think it's bit too fast pace.
Tanja raises her brows.
- No, don't take it like that, Venla frowns. - I love being here. Being with him but even a thought of anything more than this... I'm not ready for that. I don't know if I'm even capable of... You know? It's a scary thought and I don't want to go there now or in near future. I just want to be here and now.
- No one's forcing you, Tanja smiles encouragingly. - You don't want to think about then don't do it.
- She was so tired already. We came to see my teddy bear and I told how it used to be my favourite sleeping buddy. It didn't need much more. Venla looks fondly at the sleeping child, then raises her eyes to meet Tanja's. - How do you feel? This time?
- Been throwing up my guts, Tanja shakes her head. - Totally different than with Tessa. Antti is exstatic, keeps planning all sorts of things and reading books about it. I just want all nausea to stop.
- I hope his enthusiasm isn't too contagious, Venla sighs. How Ilari watched her with Tessa wasn't left unnoticed.
- Uh oh. I sense trouble coming, Tanja says.
- Everything happens so fast. Too fast, Venla says quietly. - We have dated less than a year and we already live together. I think it's bit too fast pace.
Tanja raises her brows.
- No, don't take it like that, Venla frowns. - I love being here. Being with him but even a thought of anything more than this... I'm not ready for that. I don't know if I'm even capable of... You know? It's a scary thought and I don't want to go there now or in near future. I just want to be here and now.
- No one's forcing you, Tanja smiles encouragingly. - You don't want to think about then don't do it.
Iiro looks Oona's motorbike leaving the yard. Her black leather covered back as she drives away. There was short goodbyes and just like that she was out of his life again.
Yeah, he understands. These were his friends, his family, and after all what happened she probably felt uneasy to stay. Iiro can't blame her. Better to focus on present and not to think what could have been. He has hot date with Taika in couple of days and is pretty sure it won't end with these kind of feelings of not being enough. Yeah. That's worth to think about.
Yeah, he understands. These were his friends, his family, and after all what happened she probably felt uneasy to stay. Iiro can't blame her. Better to focus on present and not to think what could have been. He has hot date with Taika in couple of days and is pretty sure it won't end with these kind of feelings of not being enough. Yeah. That's worth to think about.
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