78. I can't stand it anymore

-Heyyyy girl!

- Hi Madde, Venla replies quietly. This is so typical. Her sister and Nora have once more invited people to her home without telling her about it. Madde is ok, but not that close.

- So Merry Christmas! I needed to talk about that evening dress you mentioned earlier, Madde sounds excited. - I have sooooo many ideas!

- Not anything PVC, leather or too kinky I hope, Venla smiles little. - It needs to be something classy.

- Don't you want the others just stop and stare you? 

- Not in that way. But I'm afraid I don't need that dress anymore, Venla swallows hard.

- Oh. Don't be like that. Everyone needs at least one eveningdress. I can still make that for you?

- Thanks, Madde. You're sweet but I need to think about that.

As doorbell rings and another unknown face comes in Venla is starting to loose it. 

- Ronja. Word.

- Hmm?

- How many have you asked to come here? Venla wants to know.

- I don't know. Some people? Ronja replies. 

- This is MY home and there's people I don't know or haven't ever seen before! Venla hisses.

- Come on. It's Christmas. We don't want to leave anyone behind! Ronja rolls her eyes.

- Next time you can invite all the people in the world into your own home! 

- Have you sat down into pincushion or something. Ronja backs down. Loose up, sis. You could join the sand clam clan any second now!

- Guess what. I. Don't. Care. Venla feels she could pour all of her negative feelings down into her sister's throat. - My Life sucks so much right now and you just had to top it with this. 

Venla tries. She really tries to give a chance to all new faces. She playes board games, acts as a good hostess, checks everyone got to eat and drinks but after some hours it’s really starting to weight her down. 

Without saying anything to anyone she takes her coat and heads out. Fresh air and being alone would be just perfectfor now.